Oh dear...

I lied again.

I neglected my blog once more in favour of a crazy social life and i am truly sorry..

But anyhow I'm back:) And i bring tidings of festivity and love - i wish.

Well its the 20th of November and I already have 80% of my christmas shopping done, so out of all this i have indeed achevied something.

And I was also asked out. Yes thats right. Asked out. Not in a Chicago fancy going to Brighton and then the cinema with me? Oh no. He really pushed the boat out. Kenny. Who I had only met twice before this revelation.

So, this is the story. I explained to my friend Maisie that the reason I was down is because I am feeling a bit lonely and would like to get into a relationship. Fair enough i thought? My previous 'boyfriend' is now 18, so you can imagine my surprise when after I am used to 'seeing someone' before committing to them I received this text.

And i quote..

" Lol Maisie told me u were looking for a long term relationship.. I hope she was aloud to say but yer I have givem it a lot of thought n i think that I could be that relationship lol if u want"

See it is quite sweet, spelling mistakes and all if it werent for the fact...

Ive met him twice. Hes 12 days younger than me. He asked Maisie for sex half an hour before he sent that text. And he showed no sign of being bothered when i politely declined his question.

So. By the end of this week, all i have acheived is no boyfriend - whats new - some christmas shopping, a belief that i have an obssesive personality as this has been plaguing me for days, and a extremely dire need for my old relationship with my ex.

Life sucks, don't it?